Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Change...


I'm seriously just sitting here ignoring all the wonderful things that are going through my head! Life is great...honestly, things are good...its just that so much is about to change. Its all exciting and amazing but reality is...our family will never be the same come September!
We have been approved to move to Ottawa for 3 months were Braden will undergo significant rehab and therapy. He will be participating in a VERY difficult, specialized exercise program that will focus directly on his SCI. He is pumped..and I am thankful. I have spent many many years fighting with this child to prarticipate in his physiotherapy..and finally 16 years later HE'S taking charge. So your probably wondering how are things never going to be the same? First off Braden will NOT be returning to highschool. Yep, he has decided to finish his last few courses online and possibly through nightschool...but one stipulation is he HAS to finish all his courses this school year. That's a big change...secondly after he's finished with that..he will be starting into his first year of college. It kinda hit me hard when a close friends daughter headed to Toronto last week and started her College years. Kailey goes into grade 10 this year but this time next year she will be in grade 11...after that there's only one year and then my baby girl will be off to university..*tear*. We've already gone over our educational funds and savings and started to prepare for both of them...*drops head* can you believe that? Its only a matter of a few years and both my children will be off to college or university. I am feeling much much better about Braden going off on his own if thats what he wants..I think since he stayed home alone for 2 weeks and survived impressed me greatly and has relaxed my anxieties about him taking over his own life. He will be just fine, there's no need to be as concerned! Basically its just weird...my son isn't quite finished his highschool years...however he has decided to try something different and finish his education through other means..and thats ok! He is determined, and clearly there is no choice in the matter...he HAS to finish. It's just different he won't be heading out the door every morning with his sister. Technically he won't be heading out this door at all this fall...he'll be in Ottawa!!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

What's New?

Well there's lots new here! I feel like i will never get caught up in blog world. So much to share, so much to say...I don't even know where to start. I will have to go back to the very beginning of the summer and share the wonderful events of that. I also have to finish this darn 30 days of truth/questions. I will set one day aside a week, starting today and start blogging again. Hopefully i will get some encouragement and desire to get back to the thing that I do love...writing! Hope everyone has had a wonderful summer and things are falling into place for back to school. My daughter is off shopping in the States for a few days..hopefully she comes back with some good deals for back to school? Anyways...i'm outta here, lunch date with a friend!
Have a wonderful day friends and we will talk soon!
Much Love~

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

I'm still here...

Friends...I am still here! I haven't gone anywhere!! Well actually I have been away, enjoying summer and vacationing. Right now there seems to be ALOT going on. I don't have the patience to blog or the creative ability to write anything clever :(
its sad..i know! I do have so much to share and I promise to start up blogging again as soon as I am able! I don't want to make promises but it would be nice to get back on track tomorrow! I feel so overwhelemed right now. Just got home from holidays but seem to have so much planning to do for the fall. Oh well...what can I do? This is my life, I am however comtemplating "hibernating" for a little bit? Taking myself off the radar for a few weeks. You know, not answering the phone, staying off facebook, only answering important BBM messages? I don't know?? Of course there are a few people who I won't disregard, there's a handful that will always have access to me if they need me! I'm ALWAYS available to those I love and to those who need me right now! I am here...you know who you are!
Good night my friends...see you again real soon!